HALF OF MY LIFE IS GONE BECAUSE ITS IN THE ARMY. IF YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT, MY BOYFRIEND IS IN THE ARMY AND I HARDLY GET TO TALK TO HIM. I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND I AM VERY LONELY. HE IS IN BASIC TRAINING RIGHT KNOW AND HE WAS SUPPOSE TO GET TO COME HOME FOR A WEEK AFTER THAT, BUT HIS RECRUTER LIED AND NOW HE IS GOING TO DO HIS BASIC TRAINING AND HIS AIT ALL TOGETHER. HE WON'T BE HOME FOR LIKE 6 MONTHS. AT LEAST I HOPE HE WILL GET TO COME HOME, BUT I DOUBT IT. IT SUCKS SEVERLY. I THINK ABOUT HIM 24/7. HE TRUSTS ME TO GO OUT AND HAVE FUN WITH FRIENDS AND HE TRUSTS ME IF I GO OUT WITH ANOTHER GUY. HE BELIEVES THAT I WILL NOT CHEAT ON HIM AND I WON'T. I TOLD HIM THAT IF ANOTHER GUY WANTED TO HAVE SEX WITH ME THAT I WOULDN'T. I PROMISED HIM I WOULDN'T EITHER. I ASKED...."WHAT IF SOME GUY CAME ON ME AND WANTED TO MAKE OUT WITH ME???" ALL MY BOYFRIEND SAID WAS..."USE YOUR JUDGEMENT!" I TOLD HIM THAT IF I DID GO OUT ON A DATE AND ALL THAT HAPPENS THAT HE DON'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT ME DOING ALL THAT STUFF. I AM REALLY BORED WITH MY LIFE. I TALK TO HIS MOM EVERYDAY AT WORK AND A LITTLE WHEN I DON'T WORK. I THINK THAT ME AND MY BOYFRIENDS MOM HAS GOTTEN CLOSER AFTER HE LEFT.

I WOULD REALLY LIKE IT IF I GOT SOME COMMENTS. PLEASE